1. 19 hours ago 

   If I ever get married to you, S. I want to built a box with our wedding date written on the outside. On the inside we would put sealed love letter we wrote on why we fell in love, a timeline book, and a bottle of wine we bought on our first date. If things ever get too hard and our love fades, we will open the box, drink the wind, read the timeline about all the problems we’ve gotten through, and the love letter to remind us how much our love means and for us to never give up.

   Nina.

2. 1 day ago 
   "Is it the beard you love or me?"
   - H.
3. 1 day ago 

   The Men I Love

   Ayah
   The best of everything. :)
   The best partner in crime.
   The best father anyone could asked for.
   The best man me and mother could asked for.
   The best man who loves me like nobody could do.

   Dominicus
   My liltle brother. The cute lil guy. Taught me about love unconditionally, unquestionably.
   Best kiddo to eat meat satay or night ride.
   He might doesnt speak much but his hugs somehow tell me everything.

   The Bastard Neil
   A brother. A bank. A teacher. A driver. Almost everything.
   I won’t ever asked to have someone else to love by having you.
   But you can never love me back as a woman.

   Ihsan
   His smile, calmness, and happy face.
   The twins I have. The best half boyfriend.
   You will never feel sadness around him.

   Pazka
   The classy bitch. The uneducated mouth best friend. The youngest mate.
   I’m his best bad friend who drag him into sinful stuffs.

   Oleg Koltsov
   My Ukrainian love. My superman. My half boyfriend.
   Nothing in this world beats you. Our different world. Our different language.
   Still get us toughen each other up.

   Stephen Hatton
   If I need to put the higher faith in, I put God at first.
   And you at second. There are zillion things I need to complete me, but somehow something in me tells me if I have you, I will set. And other good thing will follow easily.
   You might not easy to handle. You might too independent to lean on me. But there must be a lil thing you are so helpless without me.

4. 1 day ago 

   Sometimes

   Sometimes you need to appart from people you love. It doesn’t mean you love them any less though. Sometime you love them more.

   Sometimes you need to cry. It doesn’t mean you are weak though. Sometimes crying is such of pleasurable feeling.

   Sometimes you need to walk away. It doesn’t mean you no longer care, but people do.

   Sometimes you need to stay a little longer. A good thing takes time nd worth to wait.

   Sometimes you need to let go the beloved one. It doesn’t mean about giving up. But it either you or them is no good for each other.

   Sometimes you need to put a liltle faith on thing that might not work. As a prove that faith sometimes works at its best.

   Sometimes you need to stay quiete. You ears never get you in trouble.

   Sometimes you need to speak thing out. because the silent was torturing you.

   Sometimes you need to “I love you” to people you love. If tomorrow never comes.

   Sometimes you need no words to talk with your partner. Silent somehow means everything.

   Sometimes what you want is not what you need. That’s the way God wants you to survive a bit longer.

   Sometimes don’t think that love to be permanent, tomorrow perhaps you’ll have to part.

   Sometimes a hug can be the best pain killer.

   Sometimes you need to pretend that you are happy.

   Sometimes being insane is a good thing.

   Sometimes you just need to be alone. Sometimes you need to get along with people.

   Sometimes….

5. 1 day ago 

   it is just the matter of time, darling.

6. Notes: 1 / 2 days ago 

   If you are you breathe. If you breathe you talk. If you talk you ask. If you ask you think. If you think you search. If you search you experience. If you experience you learn. If you learn you grow. If you grow you wish. If you wish you find. And if you find you doubt. If you doubt you question. If you question you understand and if you understand you know. If you know you want to know more. If you want to know more you are alive.

   Koltsov.

7. 5 days ago 
   "I’m here."
   - Mr. Hatton.
8. 1 week ago 

   Talk To Myself

   Just to avoid the feeling of being lonely.

9. 1 week ago 
   "Cinta aja ada masanya, apalagi wifi."
   - @felixkriz
10. 1 week ago 

    Coming Back Home.

    Berada di sini selama hampir 21 tahun, lama. Tapi, aku engga merasa ini rumah. Hati ku engga ada di sini. Rasanya, aku sudah pergi terlalu lama dan aku harus pulang. Pulang yang entah kemana, engga ada clue.

    Hidup adalah pilihan bukan? Kalau aku pergi pulang, ada dua orang yang paling aku sayang yang harus aku tinggalin. Kalau aku tinggal, aku engga betah, capek. Ragaku jelas menginjak bumi, jiwaku melayang. Aku separuh hidup.

    Banyak orang bilang, aku lari dari kenyataan. Berada disini itu bukan kenyataan. Engga ada rasanya. Sepi. Sendiri. Dingin.

    Ya. Aku pulang.

    Beberapa pekerjaan harus diselesaikan. Rencana harus disusun ulang. Semua selesai, aku pulang. Pulang ke tempat di sisi lain planet. Aku engga mau mati menyesal.

A rough diamond and a tough bitch :)

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